If only I could show you Just how much I really care Everyday I'm torn apart Not knowing if you're even there Yet again You're a testimony Now and then
Tonight I'm freakin' out again Tonight I'm thinkin' so low All I wanted was a friend All I've got is no one Tonight I'll sleep alone I won't sleep at
You painted offense while you plead a defense You took advantage of average You pleased those deceived but couldn't earn me My god wouldn't use his leverage
She gets everything she wants but nothing that she needs No respect for what things cost or who she wants to be Just neglect for what's been lost 'Cause
It's dark outside, It's cold and empty like my mind, But who would know, I can't make it right, I know it's on me but I can't fight, And i'm on my own
Confusing reality I see myself but it's not really me How could it be? When I am me? I guess maybe it's just a dream (Come on, come on, come on, wake
Jealousy is raining down on me right now As the fear of losing you is setting in But I'll continue to do my best Although it's scary (Scary) Wondering
Occasionally I feel like the walls Around are closing in on me Physically I feel sometimes I need seclusion to be free The irony at last I see Reality
Standing on a land unknown, interpreting the same Believing in a chance of hope and see it slowly fade It's breaking far away, replacing what I'm made
Tonight's the night in your arms again Be the one to make me whole and then Say whatever you have to say to me On and honestly Every single thought of
You look like me, I'm sorry for you You talk like me, I can't understand you You think like me yea, you're fuckin' crazy You want to be me but that's
When I look into your eyes you help me to realign And show me just how to be myself inside I'm in control of everything, it's taking time, but that's
What I excel in best Is my excessiveness Self deprecation I hate myself sometimes How can I be down When all that I want is in my reach? What's wrong
Can't seem to find myself in The smoke filled room again The lesson of being bored and naive so I've been told It's just my own problem That I succumb
It breeds a one man show mentality self serving force fed and condoned It takes my breath away to know that no one else believes they're in control (
Time Just a counter clockwise in emotion Time It requires strength, love and devotion Time A dictation of every person Time It moves to make us Free again
Grown up an only child One parent home My style was spoiled and doubted Not trusted, neglected by others around You saved You saved me You were the
I'm seein' tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold I can't believe how much I've changed since the days of old I know it's temporary but I need