All this time I've been dreaming of it All this Time It's been haunting in my head Tempting me Inviting me To fall asleep in it's arms To fall from grace
A pure smooth pearl a sweet disorder swaying in the dress An electric fur in lace a whoredom blooms between her legs Just one look into those heavenly
Close... the shadows creep close A failure drifting lost in cold embrace Pain...every cut of pain Makes him bleed and weak, fall from grace On and on
It comes again... the state I love and hate It comes again... I am lost yet I have faith I'm so high on you The nature of you is to keep on fulfilling
I can't help but follow in spite of going insane For I know you'll swallow the whole of my pain I'm stepping out of the light to feel what darkness can
There is not much in this life I enjoy anymore Everything's fading The black hole within keeps on growing and swallowing all Hell is awaiting I've floated
The vultures feasting on my carrion See if they can pierce through the rust They think there's nothing to it but there're too blind to see I don't need
Annoying creature of the night You're the ever oozing wound that bleeds Spills into my life Not a healthy state of mind A constant pain that keeps on
"In this room with no doors, A year-old scent of a trust betrayed" Drop a word and I shake That one look and I break down And then you bury the dead
Got lost somehow in your piss soaked life but I'm here for you now Can you taste it? The flavour of shit in your mouth It is a vomit a coming Since I
No interest to breathe Heart too numb to beat Too late to resuscitate the living dead Hasn't slept in days Drunk, hallucinates And for a moment everything
The spiral leads down the drain - nothing is changing All the struggling in vain... We just keep on sinking - so low There's loathing between us A city
Once there was a man who was made out of glass A castaway man whom everyone did pass Don't waste your words on me - I've crossed the line - I don't care
I am closing Shutting down this need so vain For this time around I won't live the past again I have chosen To leave your trap so far behind To bury
When two becomes one Life pulls a gun Many turns to none Devotion and sharing Loving and caring Then it all disappears It holds onto our fears And we
Lame spirits beaten by this love Countless times have given in, surrendered Worthlessness weights heavy on the hearts And pleas for life to wake up seem
You're the pearl in the trashcan of my life I am the beggar a useless stain in time Can't you see how I grieve... What you mean to me? Let's grow cold
"Lust and you'll rust" Enough about you, let's talk about me My ego refuses to hear or see To be distressed by your reality Don't give a fuck about